You know what - I'm different. Different from American people.
But my point is that I'm different from what I would be right now in Germany. Now, on the 5th of September 2008 - not many years back in the past, not some years in the futuere - NOW.
Well, I got so many different needs over there. I'm not used to the things and the way they are proceeding, I don't know how much I have to study for the single test (you simply have to learn the study questions???), most of the time I don't know which people to bother with my problems and even I do so - I might don't understand them! Even in the caf - 2 out of 3 times I end up with a sandwich that was not done the way I wanted it - and I nearly almost miss the question for the dressing *argh*
So, I'm not used to the culture and the behavior on many occasions (do I have to wear a tie for church service? really? I DON'T HAVE ONE!!!)
And that's the reason why I feel that I have so different needs, especially concerning my faith. At home, I liked singing, but here, I really love it to worship the Lord in a community with others. Back there, I used to go to a small group of some Christian students, but I didn't give that much about it. In the U.S., I'm really longing andd craving for a community in the Lord, with people that know me and are interested in me. And that's a difference if I'm at MC where most people are "by chance" Christians or if I go to place where Christians meet by purpose!
Oh man - I get to know myself in a very different kind of way I used to know myself before. Right at the moment, I'm not sad, but really thoughtful. We'll see ...
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Really interesting blog. I like you title format. It brought a laugh or two. Well, if for some reason you do need help. Do not hesitate to ask. I am like you. A Christian seeking others like him.
Just for comfort, I can't remember the last time I wore a tie to church! I think it's good that you are learning about yourself and that you want to be in a community of people who love God. I think that this blogging thing will open up doors for all of us to experience fellowship with one another and to encourage one another.
Hey Lukas! I'm glad to see that you are getting to express yourself. You are very good at expressing your thoughts and ideas. I think I told you that I lived in Germany for 8 months so, I kind of have a small intellectual grip somewhat on what you are going through. Keep going!
I love this, I spent some time in Germany this summer and even did a homestay there so I understand the differences. It sounds like you are doing good, don't worry about the little things. I hope you find what you are looking for :D
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